I’m sitting at my kids baseball game, yes on my phone don't judge me, getting super excited for where my life is going. I’m at My kids game, for the second time this week, because I’m not mentally exhausted from Life! I recently decided to … Continue reading Scared shit-less
My Love
Lemme tell you about my best friend. We met a little over 5 years ago at Founders Day, a sober thing held in Akron, Ohio every year. He was with a friend of mine, he introduced us and that was that. No fireworks, no music … Continue reading My Love
I don’t know shit
I remember when I first got sober my sponsor used to tell me that I didn't know shit! Man was she ever right. Everything she'd say to me I'd say I know, and she'd quickly respond, no you don't!! I didn't know what I didn't … Continue reading I don’t know shit
Anxiety sucks
Anxiety is a bitch! My heart races, I get really nervous, I stutter and feel twitchy. It's like chugging way too much coffee and having to sit still. It's horrible, I can't breathe, my head feels cloudy and confused. I try deep breaths, I try … Continue reading Anxiety sucks
Sounds of Silence
Lemme give you a quick insight inside this head of mine. I was diagnosed a few months ago with Depression, Anxiety and ADHD. I'm also 6 years sober so I'm not big on taking medication, I know, I know, sometimes ya need it. I was … Continue reading Sounds of Silence
What I Remember
Where do I begin!?? My life changed the day you were born, and again forever, the day you died. Delaney was born on December 7, 2007. She was an easy, fast delivery, never really cried from what I remember, an all around beautiful little soul. … Continue reading What I Remember
Just like his mama
Ohhhhhhh myyyyyy lord where do they come from!? How can someone so freaking small be so full of energy and rage at all times!? Am I the only one who thinks their kid pretty much hates them!? I seriously question my abilities as a mother … Continue reading Just like his mama
